Intercourse. Remedy. Pimples. Why I naked all, by Sports activities Illustrated’s Olivia Ponton
When Olivia Ponton has one thing on her thoughts, she doesn’t preserve it to herself. She says it then blasts it on TikTok or Instagram for her 11 million followers.
“It’s not simple,” the 20-year-old Sports activities Illustrated mannequin instructed The Submit on a current spring day forward of Coachella. Ponton can’t reveal if she is going to observe her 2022 debut when the SI Swim difficulty hits newsstands Tuesday (though Padma Lakshmi already did reveal she is in it), however she is unquestionably a part of the SI household, as editor of its Instagram channel.
That accolade is due to her personal social media clout. Along with foolish dancing movies and make-up tutorials, Ponton posts candid confessions about her coming to phrases together with her sexuality (she now identifies as “pansexual”), her struggles with consuming issues, and her myriad insecurities.
However she mentioned that it’s necessary to maintain it actual for her teen followers, from exhibiting an image of her fortunately snuggling with one other girl, to filming herself speaking about her anxiousness.




“I simply take into consideration once I was a younger lady and pondering, what sort of [role model] did I want at that age?” she added. “I’m engaged on changing into that.”
Ponton’s frankness has helped her get observed.
The Florida native has modeled for Fendi, Tory Burch, Juicy Couture, and American Eagle. She flew to Montenegro and donned a bikini for Sports activities Illustrated and spices up SI Swim’s Instagram as its “social media editor at massive.”

Her outspokenness about points starting from LGBTQ rights to local weather change to sustainability has solely made her extra engaging for manufacturers trying to enchantment to Gen Z.
The Democratic Celebration tapped her to assist urge younger folks to vote in final 12 months’s midterm elections. And this 12 months, she debuted her first marketing campaign with Victoria’s Secret, a lifelong dream.
“I couldn’t imagine it was actual,” Ponton mentioned of the VS Pink shoot. “I felt like passing out. I went to the toilet and was crying as a result of I used to be so glad.”



Olivia Ponton was born in Naples, Florida, in 2002. “I had a really relaxed childhood,” Ponton mentioned. “We went to the seashore on a regular basis.”
Her dad and mom had been each academics, and would take their two daughters to totally different international locations for summer time holidays: Hungary, Paris, Germany, and Costa Rica. It made Ponton need to see the world. “I like touring,” she mentioned.



Ponton ran monitor and subject at school, however at 13 she determined she needed to be a Victoria’s Secret Angel. “I beloved them,” she mentioned of the bodacious lingerie fashions who had been superstars on the time.
“Everybody laughed at me, as a result of I used to be so brief,” about 5 foot 4 inches, she recalled. “Happily I had a development spurt,” the now-5-foot-9 mannequin added.
When Ponton was about 16, her dad took her to Miami throughout Miami Swim Week. There, she met an actual mannequin. She was 6 ft tall and labored as a model full-time. Ponton was enthralled.



When she acquired again house, she utilized for the massive modeling companies and satisfied her dad and mom to let her meet with Wilhelmina in New York Metropolis in March of 2020. “It took plenty of convincing [for them to sign the contract].” (She’s now at IMG.)
But the day after she left the Huge Apple, the nation shut down because of the Coronavirus pandemic. As an alternative of jetting the world over for modeling campaigns, Ponton was caught at her dad and mom’ home, attending Zoom highschool and bored out of her thoughts.
So she turned to TikTok. She posted exercise movies, seashore movies, outfit movies, foolish movies. All of them showcased her goofy, gregarious character — and gained her plenty of followers.



“I by no means thought social media and modeling would go collectively,” Ponton mentioned. “It was simply genuinely enjoyable for me.” Now she will be able to’t think about her profession with out it.
Ponton has 7.9 million followers on TikTok and three.2 million on Instagram. Social media has gotten her a stylist, associates and romantic companions, jobs. However such consideration additionally has its downsides.
On-line trolls would go away merciless feedback on her Instagram posts, criticizing her physique in a bikini. They referred to as her too fats or not busty sufficient or simply plain unattractive.



The onslaught of insults led her to hate her physique. She didn’t take a lot consolation in her modeling jobs both. Although she was reserving high-profile gigs, some excessive vogue samples didn’t go over her hips.
“I developed an consuming dysfunction,” she mentioned. She stopped consuming, pondering that changing into “tremendous skinny” would clear up all her issues.
Ponton started speaking about her complicated relationship with meals and her physique in public, and to her viewers. She additionally has a therapist. However talking out about her points — and connecting with so many different girls who wrestle with consuming issues — has helped her come to phrases together with her physique.


“I spotted that [loving yourself and your body] is a call you make, that you just select,” she mentioned. “You need to say to your self, ‘I’m stunning.’”
Final June, Ponton got here out as “bisexual” in an interview with Teen Vogue. (She now identifies as pansexual, that means she’s drawn to an individual no matter their gender.)
It occurred when she got here throughout her now-ex-girlfriend’s profile on social media — and couldn’t inform if she simply thought she was fairly or was sexually drawn to her. Ponton slid into her DMs, and the 2 started a relationship.


She didn’t essentially conceal it from her followers — she posted cozy movies of the 2 of them — however Ponton had hassle wrapping her head round the truth that she could possibly be homosexual.
“I notice that I had plenty of internalized homophobia,” she mentioned. “I assumed, I’m very femme-presenting, I can’t come out, I don’t appear to be a lesbian! It took me some time to understand that you could look any manner [and be gay].”
She mentioned grappling together with her sexuality additionally helped her together with her physique picture points. “You don’t have to fret in regards to the male gaze,” she says. “I can exit tonight while not having guys to assume I’m stunning.”



That’s what she does. Ponton now splits her time between Los Angeles and the East Village. When she’s not modeling, she mentioned she likes to exit to eat, work out, decide up trash on the seashore (she’s concerned with 4OCEAN group), go snorkeling and even paint pottery.
She provides that she’s single, for now.
“I journey a lot for work,” she mentioned. “I used to be bored with consistently getting my coronary heart damaged!” And as she would inform her followers, there’s completely nothing fallacious with that.